From time immemorial, I've only prayed or taken the God’s
name when things get difficult. Difficult has different interpretation at
different ages, at 8 it was when I broke the torch, and stacked it away in the shelf. At 12, it was when I lost yet
again another gold earring. At 15, it was when board results announced and I
didn't quite make the mark everybody expected I’d get. At 17 it was when I
didn't get through the medical entrance (the aftershocks of which I still experience
even now, once in every year my mother reminds me that I could have been doing
MBBS, when the fact is that I've completed my B.tech, and that was done really
well too). And now, well it
defines a whole new set of things..!!
I started writing personal diary a long time back, almost
into my 10th standard. I took up all those diaries and read through
it, and what I realized was that all the days I've written something were the
sad days. Even then I used to overdo stuff.. the tear stains through the spread
ink was very much visible. So, in short, anyone going through my personal diary
(like when I end up dead/famous, and the world/nosy kids/grandkids wanted to
know the thoughts in the little prodigy me) all they are gonna end up with will
be a detailed version of whining me, saying how unfair my life is, how partial
my parents are to my brother, how high school musical is never even close to my
high school experience, and a detailed description of how my life would have
been, had I been born as a princess(I used to, and still have a very vivid imagination..!!).
There was not a single happy day recorded.
But I had plenty of those days. Between my two types of
hormones, crappy people, and mind numbing assignments, I have had some of the
awesomest days ever. It’s just that I never wrote down anything when I am
happy. I don’t need God or my diary when I am happy (that’s a blasphemous thought,
but I do not mean it like that.. I do need God when I am happy, I just tend to
forget that a bit). So, I am writing this post, to remind me that I had plenty
of happy days, and I’m most grateful for all of those.
And, now again I’m happy, because I had a good talking
session with another kindred spirit (I fell in love with the word “kindred
spirit” after reading Anne Of Green Gables) , someone other than my friend
actually read and commented on one of my post, and it didn't rain a single drop
today(I love rain, but week-long rain leaves all the clothes damp and hard to
dry).
So, that’s it. I am happy. And every single time I come
across this post, I will be happy again. J
Things that make me happy:-
1. Good book
2. Good films
3. Good food
4. Travelling
5. Good talking session with my friends
6. Hot maggi and tea on a rainy evening
7. Being home alone
8. Getting control of tv remote
9. High balance on phone+ net offer+ message offer
10. New shoes
11. New clothes, and
12. Black diamond ring ;)
See, I’m a simple person J :P
simple post!!
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